naturally shy

When I grew up I was super shy. People didn’t like me because of that, i guess i always suffered from extreme shyness..& it wasnt always easy understanding myself. Still, as a young woman i am shy..but now im not so bothered by it like i used to be. I know my flaws, and work with what i got, and be the best that i can be. At the end of the day, thats all that matters right? I can be very sensitive…vulnerable…but thats only a side of me. Afterall, i know im not afraid to stand out…i like being different..i dont like being boring. I know there is so much, more to me than meets the eye. Ive learned to love myself, and to just truly be happy with who i am. Besides, i know im not alonee…eventhough i used to think i was…its so amazing to know that actors like Robert Pattinson, Vanessa Hudgens, and even Marilyn Monroe are naturally shy. I always kinda knew robert was, because he always seemed kinda awkward when they interview him. But Marilyn , is my favorite because i relate to her the most..she was a sweet yet insecure lady..she had her anxiety problems..but was still an amazing actress that ppl loved. this lady srsly never had it easy, & she is just such an inspiration to me xo